Wednesday, August 06, 2014

My imprisonment at Harborview 5 West Hospital A (19th day)

Dain Fagerholm at Harborview Medical Center 5 West Hospital A August 6, 2014
Just for clarification for people who dont know about my status, I have been detained for the past 19 days at Harborview Inpatient Psychiatry (5 West Hospital A) in Seattle.  My public defender said it would be better than going to jail for strongarm robbery of a cigarette (that would be the most ridiculous felony ever if I were to be prosecuted for that).  So I took the fourteen days at Harborview.  The doctors here filed a 60 day extension last Friday and hopefully I get a court date this coming Monday to determine if I am a threat to myself or others.

   The time I have spent here have been fucking terrible.  I have had female nurses sadistically taunt me,  I have had female nurses look at me urinating.   I have been manacled to a gurney for over 24 hours (so long that I actually had to urinate on myself.  The psychiatrists at this Hospital are sadistic assholes. fucking awful.  I have a control freak psychiatrist named Dr. Veitengruber who is certifiable if he thinks I have manic depression or bipolar.  I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder at the C.A.R.E. clinic in 2010 and nobody wants to hear about a diagnosis that conflicts with Dr. V's diagnosis.  I have nothing but contempt for the psychiatric industry as a whole they are all a bunch of NUTBALLZ.   DA SHIT IZ BANANAS!

MEanwhile I have been doing the Sarah Conner routine from Terminator 2.  Namely keeping my core muscles engaged.  Practicing mindfulness medidtation and, above all  STAYING TRUE TO MYSELF.  I am a 43 year old man with autism spectrum disorder complicated by PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).  I hope when this is all over I will still be able to walk dogs at the Seattle Humane Society.  I am most thankful for my friend Sean who is taking care of my dog Buddha right now.  I cannot wait to get out of this hellhole.  The first thing I am going to do is buy a pack of Camel unfiltered cigarettes and roll a fat Blueberry Cheesecake joint and go walk Buddha (my dog).

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