|Dain Fagerholm at Harborview Medical Center 5 West Hospital A August 6, 2014|
The time I have spent here have been fucking terrible. I have had female nurses sadistically taunt me, I have had female nurses look at me urinating. I have been manacled to a gurney for over 24 hours (so long that I actually had to urinate on myself. The psychiatrists at this Hospital are sadistic assholes. fucking awful. I have a control freak psychiatrist named Dr. Veitengruber who is certifiable if he thinks I have manic depression or bipolar. I was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder at the C.A.R.E. clinic in 2010 and nobody wants to hear about a diagnosis that conflicts with Dr. V's diagnosis. I have nothing but contempt for the psychiatric industry as a whole they are all a bunch of NUTBALLZ. DA SHIT IZ BANANAS!
MEanwhile I have been doing the Sarah Conner routine from Terminator 2. Namely keeping my core muscles engaged. Practicing mindfulness medidtation and, above all STAYING TRUE TO MYSELF. I am a 43 year old man with autism spectrum disorder complicated by PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). I hope when this is all over I will still be able to walk dogs at the Seattle Humane Society. I am most thankful for my friend Sean who is taking care of my dog Buddha right now. I cannot wait to get out of this hellhole. The first thing I am going to do is buy a pack of Camel unfiltered cigarettes and roll a fat Blueberry Cheesecake joint and go walk Buddha (my dog).